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LOST DOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shaggey is around 2 years old and is a Brussels Griffon. Brown and Black in color, small, around 15-17 pounds. He MAY have a hearing problems and MAY not like men. OurGreat Grandson Aiden needs some big time prayer/positive thoughts, folks. He’s got an upcming surgery to remove a growth on his little liver that is going to be pretty rough on him, plus as a result his dialysis is being changed. Hard enough for an adult but he is a little over a year old. Please say a prayer(or a dozen) for him and his parents. My Morning story: Ugh…. I swear, if I had a brain I’d be dangerous… Anyway, we have lightning and a lil thunder with some rain. Lots of rain. Grandma passed March 28th. She went peacefully and although I am sad I am relieved she is no longer suffering and she is in good company in heaven. At the very time she passed I was standing at the bathroom sink and I smelled Grandpa’s pipe smoke and I knew he was letting me know she was finally with him.
We spent most of the day without internet for some silly reason. They finally got it up just a little bit ago.
Mom and Grandma are both home from the hospital. Grandma is home because they could do no more for her. She says Grandpa is waiting for her and she is ready to go. Makes me sad but she has lived a long life. I know when God takes her she will have good company with grandpa and Eric and Bryor and our other lost loved ones. this year is proving to be crappy also…. too much heartbreak….
well don’t want to be a downer. Already cried all over the place yesterday when grief got the better of me. It’s 83 degrees outside and beautiful… don’t need to be a downer when it is so gorgeous out there. Somehow though makes me miss Montana…. Spent the past week feeling horrid. Had not even turned on my computer all weekend, had people on facebook messaging me and posting on my wall worried… sorry …lol Just felt so bad and it put me in a funk. Feeling a tad bit better, overdid it earlier trying to catch up with housework but I did get some good sleep last night, still feel tired though. Hopefully I am on the mend, otherwise it is to the dr. Needless to say, I don’t have much going on with having been sick… The 22nd would be Eric’s 22nd birthday. Horribly hard to deal with… so unbearably sad to think of him and lil Bryor being gone. Got my hatblock, am working on designs. Also working out a few other designs. Hope to get started soon.
*sighs*
I hope you have a very happy 18th birthday, Leanna. I love you so much and have missed you immensely. Have been down most of the day with anxiety and a migraine. Was pretty bad, still there but at least I am halfway functioning right now… Meds have kinda weakened it down. Rough way to spend a day… Why the anxiety? Beats me… I need no excuse to be anxious, i have fought it all my life. I guess though with things happening it just adds up. Am so worried my daughter will just tell me to go to hell because they hate me. And I cannot say I would blame her at all, there’s nothing I can do but pray she will at least give me a chance and let me know they lived an ok life… and I can wait until she feels she wants to contact me and have some sort of relationship with me. Trying to figure out how we can cut the budget down to survive with David’s reduction in pay. It isn’t gonna be easy no matter what. The directv will obviously go since they are raising their rates anyway. I did get some more needle felting supplies. Found a hatblock so I can make hats and sell. yay!!! And get back to making my sculptures to sell, I have a couple that need to be finished. Plus the book needs to be finished and put up for sale, need to get busy with more angels, want to make some as pins and some as magnets for fridges. I guess I could start performing marriages too. Although with gas getting more and more expensive I don’t see me doing that to make money, just doing it to marry folks. I have not been spinning, I should dust my spinning wheel off and start so I can sell the yarn also.
Well I best stop, don’t want to push my migraine so it gets mad at me. lol Hope you have a good day. Remember, you don’t need a special day to show someone you love them. Every day should be you Valentine’s Day. |
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