Been thinking about change and life. What do you need to change? I think we all get stuck in a rut from time to time. The key is to realize that you are stuck in a rut and get out of it before it become a hole. First off, what exactly does “stuck in [...]
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Morning… Slow morning today, think everyone just is tired. Things are so very hectic crazy here. I cannot remember a day when I haven’t cried since June 17th, I know I have been a strain to hubby and the boy and with my not feeling well lately I just don’t know how either has [...] Been crocheting a blanket for the boy for Christmas, my plane was to make everyone something this year but then our world was turned upside down and I spent so long not doing it now I will do as much as I can to get things made. Sometimes it’s good to have some mindless [...] Something I have learned is people don’t know how to handle YOUR loss. They feel bad for you, sorry for you, and wish to comfort but just don’t know what to say… It’s been four long horrible months now and I have friends who have not talked to me since it happened, or if they [...] The bloodwork came back all normal, thyroid normal, vit d normal, no Lyme… Normal I will candidly admit I was kinda hoping it WAS Lyme Disease, it would have been easy. I looked at the symptoms and read some articles and it could have been my history of health! I was shocked… And wouldn’t it [...] I had a post started Monday but it was not a very good day. It marked 4 months since Eric and Bryor were killed and it was hard to handle. I made it through but barely. Right now I am waiting for the dr to call. They said Monday but the bloodwork wasn’t in so [...] The dr says probably a combination of thyroid being off (again) and grief… Took a bucket of blood lol for all kinds of tests even lyme disease and ordered a ct scan. Remember the days when the dr set up all your tests? Yeah… I, who can’t think straight sometimes, have to first call my [...] One of the hardest things in all of this is letting go. If I let them go I feel like I am abandoning them, like I don’t care anymore. I know this is not true, we are not forsaking those lost by letting them go and moving on, I know we will still mourn their [...] |
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