Survived Thanksgiving… It was rough but made it. Now for Christmas… Feel like the grinch, have no excitment at all… My motions are pretty much on autopiliot but I guess in a way that it good, need to keep keeping on. It will be ok. In other news, we are all sick. David came down [...]
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Yesterday marked 5 months since Eric and Bryor were killed. It was a rough day. Made worse by a “well meaning friend” telling me to stop dwelling on them. Excuse me? My 21 year old son and 7 month old grandson were killed by a drunk driver 5 months ago and I am to just [...] My pillow and I have been fighting for some time now, it is really just a matter that is irreconcilable – it hates my head and neck and wants them miserable. I have come to terms with the fact we cannot work our problems out and is time to divorce … it was not an [...] Grief monster has hit hard today… It has been a very rough morning. Quitting smoking sucks…. I hate the holidays…. I dread them…. Penn State rioters need their heads examined seriously. Their head coach and numerous others violated ethics codes and the laws by not reporting the claims of sexual abuse to the police. What [...] Seems that any more my life is so full of pain, whether it be emotional, physical, or financial, it’s pain, pain, pain. Since June I have seen a decline in my overall wellbeing. I am sure it can all be traced back to the stress of grief aggravating my already exsisting fibromyalgia and anxiety ailments [...] When it rains… Why it is when some bad happens that shakes you to your core being everything else seems to go wrong? It’s because our nerves and emotions are in such an uproar that every new bit of stress seems like a major catastrophe. Catastrophe? Did I spell that right? LOL Anyway, grief, or [...] Before you criticize, make fun of, or disparage ANYONE, think and ask yourself this “how would I feel if someone said this of me or my child or family/friend?” Just ask yourself that and see what the answer would be.. whatever you say about anyone to someone else usually gets back to the person you [...] Yesterday would have been my grandson’s 1st birthday. He spent it in heaven with his Daddy. I expected it to be a hard day but did not expect it to be as hard as it was. Some days I wonder how any of us make it through. So many emotions… [...] |
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